jostenminyards:

n for neil josten » chosen by @palmettoneil​

↳ neil wished he had something to give them in return for their easy friendship and trust, but nothing about him was safe enough to share. they never pried, but it took him weeks to realize they didn’t have to. they didn’t ask for secrets; they settled for the breadcrumb truths of day to day life. they knew he hated vegetables but loved fruit, that his favorite color was gray, and that he didn’t like movies or loud music. they were things neil understood only in terms of survival, but his teammates hoarded these insights like gold.